Broken · spirits

Make this mix.

"This miX"
1. Empty- Metric
2. Napoleon Solo- ATDI
3. Y Control- Yeah Yeah Yeahs
4. Nobody Move, Nobody Get Hurt- We Are Scientists
5. Fortress- Pinback
6. Sunshowers- M.I.A.
7. Where Cedar Nouns and Adverbs Walk- Most Serene Republic
8. Mass Romantic- New Pornographers
9. Rape Me- Nirvana
10.Idioteque- Radiohead (For Ellie)
11.Cataract- Sparta
12.Nothingsevergunnastandinmyway(Again)- Wilco
13.Anthems for a Seventeen Year Old Girl- BSS
14.Take on Me- Cap'n Jazz
15.Let's Go to Bed- The Cure
16.Crooked Teeth- Death Cab
17.Ted the Electric- Detachment Kit (For Ryan)
18.Gem, Mint Ten- The Ghost
19.Red Morning Light- Kings of Leon
20. Jessie and My Whetstone- Saves the Day (For Jon)

I feel...:

happy

So Jason says, "Do you wanna go grab some coffee?"

I agree.

He buys me a cranberry juice. What a nice guy.

Jason proceeds to talk about Lola and his business "partner" Lowell for about 30 minutes. Not asking me any questions, just talking about purses.

Then Jason says "Well I should probably ask you some questions."

"What's your style like?"
(I answer)
"Are you a people person?"
(Yes)
"You're available all the time?"
(Yes)

Okay, well I'll make my decision by Sunday, and I'll give you a call.

So we proceed to leave the coffee shop. Walk toward the LOLA store in a kindof akward silence.

All of a sudden Jason says, "Are you a party girl?"
(Not really. I can be at times, but not really anymore.)
You act a lot older than 18.
(Thanks, I get that all the time.)

So I say, "I'm gunna head back home, which is this way.(Points to right) Nice to meet you.(Shakes hand)"

"I'll call you Sunday regardless," he replied.

Most awesome interveiw ever.

I feel...:

good

Friends:
For the most part I am happy with my friends. I have become better friends with Zach's friends and have unfortunately lost touch with a few people I used to be really good friends with. i wish I had seen more people over break, but I guess that's how it goes. Seems like most of my friends have dillemmas or are sad right now.
People I wish I could see soon:
-Emmy
-Kt
-Ellie
-Jon

Family:
Yeah, my family never fails to surprise me. I'm not even going to go any further than that.

Work:
Job interveiw at Old Navy tomorrow. At this point I don't even care where I work. Cross your fingers for me!

Play:
Lately I have been spending a lot of time with Zachary. It's weird to be in a real relationship. I guess when youre in a real relationship it means you spend a lot of time together. Don't get me wrong we hangout a lot with Ju and Ryan and recently my friends from HS...sometimes we hangout with Jon, and I get to enjoy Colour practice every Friday. So yeah...I'm having a good time.

Love:
Zach is perfect for me, he really is. So all of you...get used to it, he's gunna be around a long long time.

Me:
For the first time in a long long time, I am truly happy. i have a better outlook on life than I ever have. I am painting regularly and smoking pot a lot less. As far as friends go, I wish things were a little different (mostly how they were last spring), but I have come to realize that it's going to be different and I can't change that. So I am ultimately OK with who I have in my ife and who I don't.

Fun Fact: I am getting my 3rd tattoo on Saturday! You'll have to wait and see what it is.

I feel...:	calm
I am...:	The Wrens